well its finally my off day after all the havoc at work before the new year and during the chinese new year off’s i haven really been resting, on the first day i had steamboat dinner at pearlyn’s they got everyone there, all of my fave people cause they knew i dont have family over here in singapore and that’s what they do during chinese new year, bonding of the family, other then the shake of heads and nodding in the family talks which you don’t really care about and you know that’s true. i had a good time over there, drinks, food and friends, that is just about everything to make a guy feel happy and especially you know that they did that for you, it makes everything a whole lot better.

and yep its my off day today with nothing better to do then just rot at home and surf the net,watching shows. and this thought hit me, im not really getting any younger, I STAY AT HOME DURING MY OFF DAY and i think and really, most of my friends, or lets just say guys are all serving the army and im the last one out, why is army such an cockblock in life terms? its like a “life”-block and im enlisting soon i guess? fuck this shit, MY HAIR! why am i spouting nonsense over here?

i really need a drink

this sounds too gay, but why is jon in the army right now?

on the side note i really need to cut my hair.

oh shit, it really works.

if you guys don’t know what i’m talking about. i somehow figure that at times, not saying all but most of the girls like female scent, as in female perfume because they feel much more comfort when smelling the female scent. as for humans only have 5 senses, other then seeing and hearing you the next is smelling. so if a guy is using a female perfume its just natural that the girls subconsciously feel more comfortable around you because of the scent itself.

therefore i made our this “theory” as i always like using female perfume cause i like the sweet scent. and somehow the more people i tell this “theory” to the more agreed to me. i think i’m a genius ! LOL

so guys, go pick one up the next time you’re shopping the perfume. and then thank me afterwards, tsk

puberty; making girls regret ever since…

then and now

i’m not born to be an asshole, im not an asshole by nature, somehow somewhere along those lines, im breed to be one.

i feel lost, somehow i blame me for growing up too fast, to see alot of other shit which made me feel like looking at stuff in a different way. i resort to drinking for alot of nights now to fall asleep. this what you get for not having a mom in your place. oh well.

bottom line? i have to get my head straight and find out what i want

After this 2 days of escaping from reality, its time to get my head back on earth. Shitttt why do we have to work?

I’m lying here on my bed and still can’t fall asleep and that constant irritating headache is still bugging me. My livers don’t even have time for a break :/ I had fun this 2 days, I really didn’t waste any of my time other then running around near my place only in my boxers trying to find my wallet and end up its under the sofa in my room. This 2 days its like an escape for me for something I don’t even know what. On our way home this noon ben and me had a talk, he said something like ’ thunder you’re like having a lot of stress and you just come and let loose this few days like escaping from something ’ well I clearly have no idea what is, but I like how this kind of things happened and usually you aren’t the one who is finding out all of this. And I think best part of this 2 days is letting your friends trying to fix the missing footage in your mind of like what happened.

I don’t even know why am I writing all this bullshit here, no one read it anyway. Good night world. Its time to hit myself in the head and sleep

pardon my hair, pardon my face. i’m still drunk when i took this. but this is too cuteee! …

bullshit i still think i look cute here. i may fly now~

a pack of smokes are bad for throats but it does do wonders,